Inbox the Second

[guylining]

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Inbox the First

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[guylining]

okay so then why come to me about it, why ask at all if you don't care?

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because i was curious

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why

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because it involves two people i know

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okay

fine, alright. have it your way

just look. please think about what i said
please.

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i'm not interested in talking to anyone
it's not for me

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you can't just never care about anything ever again

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don't be such a baby

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i am though

do you know this is the first time you haven't just denied what happened to you? with me, anyway

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i don't know what you're talking about

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you do

and i know you care about me

i love you. that's why i'm saying this, i'm really worried about you. if therapy isn't your thing then cool, ok.
find something that works for you. something that's not just shoving it down and not letting yourself feel it

you can't do that forever, it'll come out in a way you can't control and only makes you feel worse.
don't you remember what the fiery side said, when you were separated? you're doing the same thing all over again, denying a part of yourself.

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too bad you didn't get to fuck him, huh?

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john i'm serious

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maybe i’m just this way
ever think about that?

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you weren't, before you died.

people can change and that's okay
but maybe this isn't that, maybe this is because you haven't dealt with what happened to you. that's what worries me.

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maybe you should just stop

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i will. i promise, i'll stop talking

i just want you to think about it please

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i don’t need to think about it
you’re just overthinking

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you trust me, right?

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why can’t you just let people do what they want?
even if that means not feeling anything

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because sometimes what people want is really bad for them

and that can be okay like
nothing would make me stop loving you or wanting to be with you
nothing would make me stop caring about you.
you can do whatever you want and it won't ever change any of that

but when you love someone and you're worried they're in trouble you've got to try and do something about it. i've got to.

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you want to know what i think?

[ rip this could be a trap. ]

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yeah of course i do

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i think you and caliban deserve better

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i care about you