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guylining
2022-10-29 10:30 pm (UTC)
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but you can't sabotage me
you can push me and i'll wait till you're ready and then you can come back and i'll be right there
i know you
i love you
it's not going to change, john
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:33 pm (UTC)
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but i don't like it
being like that
even if i accept that's how i can be
i still feel bad after
maybe if i had something to keep me grounded
keep me from spiraling too much
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:34 pm (UTC)
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what do you think would do that?
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:35 pm (UTC)
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i don't know
i thought maybe if i could feel what caliban feels for me
so i can know it's real
and not listen to the shit some part of me is saying
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:36 pm (UTC)
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it can be done
there's risks, though.
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:37 pm (UTC)
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like what?
turning into a demon?
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:39 pm (UTC)
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no
i had an empathy link with nick
we could feel each other's feelings
now there's a void where he should be
would you want to risk feeling that, if caliban were taken
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:41 pm (UTC)
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i don't want to feel what he feels
just what he feels for me
when i need to
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:42 pm (UTC)
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okay
talk to him. if he's open to it, i could do it for you
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:45 pm (UTC)
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you're always so obsessed with helping aren't you?
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:48 pm (UTC)
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there's other witches you could ask if you don't want it to be me
caliban might be able to do it himself
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:49 pm (UTC)
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i don't know
it was just a thought
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:50 pm (UTC)
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give me a problem and i'll try to solve it
also yes, of course i want to help you.
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:51 pm (UTC)
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i know
you're a nerd like that
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guylining
2022-10-29 10:54 pm (UTC)
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come and see me
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fireshow
2022-10-29 10:57 pm (UTC)
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when?
what for?
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guylining
2022-10-29 11:01 pm (UTC)
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now
so you can feel what i feel
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fireshow
2022-10-29 11:03 pm (UTC)
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you gonna cast a spell on me?
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guylining
2022-10-29 11:05 pm (UTC)
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if you let me
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fireshow
2022-10-29 11:07 pm (UTC)
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permanently?
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guylining
2022-10-29 11:08 pm (UTC)
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do you want that?
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fireshow
2022-10-29 11:10 pm (UTC)
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i don't even know what you're up to with it
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guylining
2022-10-29 11:12 pm (UTC)
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i'll let you feel it now, tonight
and any other time you like
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fireshow
2022-10-29 11:13 pm (UTC)
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i'm at my room at the gray room
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guylining
2022-10-29 11:15 pm (UTC)
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[
Nate just portals there, to make it fast. One second there's nothing, and the next he's walking through a purple-lined circle in the air.
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Okay.
My head is a whole lot of shit, John. You only want to feel how I feel for you, right?
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no subject
you can push me and i'll wait till you're ready and then you can come back and i'll be right there
i know you
i love you
it's not going to change, john
no subject
being like that
even if i accept that's how i can be
i still feel bad after
maybe if i had something to keep me grounded
keep me from spiraling too much
no subject
no subject
i thought maybe if i could feel what caliban feels for me
so i can know it's real
and not listen to the shit some part of me is saying
no subject
there's risks, though.
no subject
turning into a demon?
no subject
i had an empathy link with nick
we could feel each other's feelings
now there's a void where he should be
would you want to risk feeling that, if caliban were taken
no subject
just what he feels for me
when i need to
no subject
talk to him. if he's open to it, i could do it for you
no subject
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caliban might be able to do it himself
no subject
it was just a thought
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also yes, of course i want to help you.
no subject
you're a nerd like that
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what for?
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so you can feel what i feel
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and any other time you like
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Okay.
My head is a whole lot of shit, John. You only want to feel how I feel for you, right?
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