Inbox the Second

[guylining]

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Inbox the First

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[guylining]

no i know but

[ Nate tends to just look at Caliban and get in the mood. And when things are shitty sex gets him out of his head, it helps.

But not everyone's like that. ]

okay

did they take you to slut

[fireshow]

not yet
how many you think i can burn when they try?

[guylining]

not enough

does caliban know

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my record is two so far
yeah
i messaged him about it

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listen john

even watching others can get you through quota's bare minimum

like you could watch me and him

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i've been here almost two years
i know how it works
i just haven't wanted to

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you're doing the thing again

burning everything up because you can

even when it hurts you

[fireshow]

i'm sorry
i guess between
you dying
caliban dying
marcos dying
being chased by sentinels
alec leaving again
i haven't felt in the mood to fuck
i didn't know any of that was supposed to turn me on

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don't

i'm sorry

i just hate the thought of them putting needles in you and forcing you it makes me want to ruin them

[fireshow]

i'll be fine
always am

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you really think adding another rung to that ladder of trauma adds up to fine?

[fireshow]

yes ❤️🔥

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you're the worst

i'll go with you if you like

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i was gonna ditch
more exiting that way

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uh huh so when you end up in the zoo, will you at least call me so i can buy you out?

[fireshow]

we’ll see

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okay

hey i love you

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what’s wrong?

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nothing, babe

listen, i might not always like how you go about shit, but i get it
and i totally support you making those choices even if it's not what i would do

i just want you to know that.

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i’m just not in the mood to fuck
not that this place cares

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i get you

honestly fuck them for making you

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guess we’ll see how much they fuck me up with drugs

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someday, we're going to pay them back for all of this

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you think i’ll become an even bigger slut when they get me?

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don't say it like that like you're hitting on me