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[guylining]

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[guylining]

nothing, babe

listen, i might not always like how you go about shit, but i get it
and i totally support you making those choices even if it's not what i would do

i just want you to know that.

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i’m just not in the mood to fuck
not that this place cares

[guylining]

i get you

honestly fuck them for making you

[fireshow]

guess we’ll see how much they fuck me up with drugs

[guylining]

someday, we're going to pay them back for all of this

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you think i’ll become an even bigger slut when they get me?

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don't say it like that like you're hitting on me

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so you wouldn’t do me if i was drugged and wanting you bad?

[guylining]

fuck off of course i would

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caliban wants to come with me
but i don’t think either of you need to be there
not like i won’t be stubborn about whatever they do to me

[guylining]

you should let him

he's your dom, he might be able to make sure they don't fuck with you too much

[fireshow]

still gonna get drugged though

[guylining]

yeah but if he goes then you'll be with someone you trust

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would be nice to get a break from mandatory sex
i usually don’t mind
i don’t care
but when you’re not in the mood and don’t have it in you
it sucks

[guylining]

what gets you out of your head?

when it's all too much
when you feel too much
what helps you to let go?

[fireshow]

being destructive

[guylining]

maybe we should light something on fire

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i already did when i found out alec was gone
until i was burnt out myself

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what did you burn?

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nothing
i just let it all out until i couldn't anymore

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but it didn't help?

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i just felt numb for the rest of the week

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so it doesn't actually make you feel better?

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maybe there's just too much going on for it to

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maybe

we need to find something fun to do
like real fun not just. sex with a side of fun