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i get you

honestly fuck them for making you

guess we’ll see how much they fuck me up with drugs

someday, we're going to pay them back for all of this

you think i’ll become an even bigger slut when they get me?

don't say it like that like you're hitting on me

so you wouldn’t do me if i was drugged and wanting you bad?

fuck off of course i would

caliban wants to come with me
but i don’t think either of you need to be there
not like i won’t be stubborn about whatever they do to me

you should let him

he's your dom, he might be able to make sure they don't fuck with you too much

still gonna get drugged though

yeah but if he goes then you'll be with someone you trust

would be nice to get a break from mandatory sex
i usually don’t mind
i don’t care
but when you’re not in the mood and don’t have it in you
it sucks

what gets you out of your head?

when it's all too much
when you feel too much
what helps you to let go?

being destructive

maybe we should light something on fire

i already did when i found out alec was gone
until i was burnt out myself

what did you burn?

nothing
i just let it all out until i couldn't anymore

but it didn't help?

i just felt numb for the rest of the week

so it doesn't actually make you feel better?

maybe there's just too much going on for it to

maybe

we need to find something fun to do
like real fun not just. sex with a side of fun

sex isn't real fun?

apparently not for you, love

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