Inbox the Second

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Inbox the First

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my record is two so far
yeah
i messaged him about it

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listen john

even watching others can get you through quota's bare minimum

like you could watch me and him

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i've been here almost two years
i know how it works
i just haven't wanted to

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you're doing the thing again

burning everything up because you can

even when it hurts you

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i'm sorry
i guess between
you dying
caliban dying
marcos dying
being chased by sentinels
alec leaving again
i haven't felt in the mood to fuck
i didn't know any of that was supposed to turn me on

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don't

i'm sorry

i just hate the thought of them putting needles in you and forcing you it makes me want to ruin them

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i'll be fine
always am

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you really think adding another rung to that ladder of trauma adds up to fine?

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yes ❤️🔥

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you're the worst

i'll go with you if you like

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i was gonna ditch
more exiting that way

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uh huh so when you end up in the zoo, will you at least call me so i can buy you out?

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we’ll see

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okay

hey i love you

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what’s wrong?

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nothing, babe

listen, i might not always like how you go about shit, but i get it
and i totally support you making those choices even if it's not what i would do

i just want you to know that.

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i’m just not in the mood to fuck
not that this place cares

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i get you

honestly fuck them for making you

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guess we’ll see how much they fuck me up with drugs

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someday, we're going to pay them back for all of this

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you think i’ll become an even bigger slut when they get me?

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don't say it like that like you're hitting on me

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so you wouldn’t do me if i was drugged and wanting you bad?

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fuck off of course i would

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caliban wants to come with me
but i don’t think either of you need to be there
not like i won’t be stubborn about whatever they do to me