Inbox the Second

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Inbox the First

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oh, jesus.

john i'm so sorry.
that isn't fair.

how long?

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last week

[ john keeping this to himself and dealing with it on his own? it's more likely than you think. ]

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fuck, i'm sorry

what do you need?

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nothing
i'm tired

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course you are

once they took anna. then like a month later she was back, and a month after that gone again

i felt like they were playing with me. and i felt like shit.

listen i'm here
i'll just sit beside you if you want.

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i found his stele
i don't know what to do with it

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you could keep it

he came back before. he could come back again. maybe you can give it back to him.

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i don’t want him to
i’m tired of this

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i'm so sorry

no one should have to deal with that sort of whiplash. you're right, it's exhausting

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he’s better off not here anyways

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they all are.

is this why you were asking about falling out of love

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maybe
i don’t know

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it's okay if you feel that way

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yeah
it’s just a lot lately

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ive had days like that

you don't have to deal with it alone

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just wondering when you and caliban will go

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you could be the one to leave us

or we could all be trapped here our whole lives

you won't get answers or comfort from thinking about that

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i’m just tired
i don’t want to feel anything anymore
it’s too much

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come over
i'll give you some dreamless sleep, you won't feel anything for a while

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aren’t you mad at me?

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for what?

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me being me

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idek what that means but ofc i'm not mad at you

i just want to be there for you, whatever you need
if you don't need anything then i still wanna be there

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i don't know what i need

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that's ok

you said it was all too much? maybe we just work on that while you figure out the rest