Inbox the Second

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Inbox the First

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i don't want to work on anything
i'm tired of feeling everything

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i know it doesn't seem like it

but it'll get easier

just don't expect much of yourself right now

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yeah
already burnt myself out anyways

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come over, let me take care of you tonight
you won't have to think about anything

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fine
only because you're annoyingly persistent

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yes i am

i love you, you know. i'm not gonna be mad at you for feeling what you feel.

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i wouldn’t blame you if you did

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this place is a lot all the time. it never lets up

before i was in my coma my head was in such a mess. i was high like more than half the time because i didn't know how to deal with everything that was going on

so believe me i get it. whatever you're feeling it's okay
deal with it however you need to
i love you and i'm not gonna get mad at you i'm gonna be here with you through it all

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you’re really gross you know

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you'll just have to deal with it

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for how long?

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as long as i can give you.
you know i won't let go without a fight.

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even if i'm the one fighting you?

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you can't burn your bridge with me. no matter how much you try.

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that almost makes me want to see if i can you know

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of course it does

but you can't, i know you. there's nothing you could do that would put me off, i love you.

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how are you such a dork?

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many, many years of practice

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i should make my escape while i can then

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mm, but i'd just run after you

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you're not bothered i didn't tell you about alec earlier?

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no

you can tell me shit when you're ready to tell me shit, john, i'm not like. entitled to your pain

i just want to help you through it

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at least one of us does

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if you don't want help why did you come to me today?

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moment of weakness
in a couple days i could tell you to fuck off with your help
just in different words