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[guylining]

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[guylining]

i'm so sorry

no one should have to deal with that sort of whiplash. you're right, it's exhausting

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he’s better off not here anyways

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they all are.

is this why you were asking about falling out of love

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maybe
i don’t know

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it's okay if you feel that way

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yeah
it’s just a lot lately

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ive had days like that

you don't have to deal with it alone

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just wondering when you and caliban will go

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you could be the one to leave us

or we could all be trapped here our whole lives

you won't get answers or comfort from thinking about that

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i’m just tired
i don’t want to feel anything anymore
it’s too much

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come over
i'll give you some dreamless sleep, you won't feel anything for a while

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aren’t you mad at me?

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for what?

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me being me

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idek what that means but ofc i'm not mad at you

i just want to be there for you, whatever you need
if you don't need anything then i still wanna be there

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i don't know what i need

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that's ok

you said it was all too much? maybe we just work on that while you figure out the rest

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i don't want to work on anything
i'm tired of feeling everything

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i know it doesn't seem like it

but it'll get easier

just don't expect much of yourself right now

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yeah
already burnt myself out anyways

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come over, let me take care of you tonight
you won't have to think about anything

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fine
only because you're annoyingly persistent

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yes i am

i love you, you know. i'm not gonna be mad at you for feeling what you feel.

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i wouldn’t blame you if you did

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this place is a lot all the time. it never lets up

before i was in my coma my head was in such a mess. i was high like more than half the time because i didn't know how to deal with everything that was going on

so believe me i get it. whatever you're feeling it's okay
deal with it however you need to
i love you and i'm not gonna get mad at you i'm gonna be here with you through it all