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Inbox the Second

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this place is a lot all the time. it never lets up

before i was in my coma my head was in such a mess. i was high like more than half the time because i didn't know how to deal with everything that was going on

so believe me i get it. whatever you're feeling it's okay
deal with it however you need to
i love you and i'm not gonna get mad at you i'm gonna be here with you through it all

you’re really gross you know

you'll just have to deal with it

for how long?

as long as i can give you.
you know i won't let go without a fight.

even if i'm the one fighting you?

you can't burn your bridge with me. no matter how much you try.

that almost makes me want to see if i can you know

of course it does

but you can't, i know you. there's nothing you could do that would put me off, i love you.

how are you such a dork?

many, many years of practice

i should make my escape while i can then

mm, but i'd just run after you

you're not bothered i didn't tell you about alec earlier?

no

you can tell me shit when you're ready to tell me shit, john, i'm not like. entitled to your pain

i just want to help you through it

at least one of us does

if you don't want help why did you come to me today?

moment of weakness
in a couple days i could tell you to fuck off with your help
just in different words

well, that's okay too.

honest question
do you want me to take the feelings away?

i can't give you an answer to that

okay

i remember fighting you on this before
i shouldn't have, and i'm sorry for it
if it's what you want i'll do it. no judgment, no argument. i promise.

you understand why i didn't want you to right?
why i wouldn't ask caliban to either?

i figured it was because you knew i would argue

because it's not fair to ask that of you or him

you can ask me anything.

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