idk science people do science things i read it on a candy wrapper years ago and it always just sort of stuck with me like theyve been around so long space looked totally different
oh shut thats true they might have freaky fish in there that's right well now i kind of want to drop acid and go to the aquarium but that's probably a recipe for disaster
no, i was just thinking about home and stuff. i wonder if they had dinosaurs here once upon a time
the stars i was talking to oli, i don't really remember what mine looked like any more. whenever i try to think about it i just picture the night sky here
i tried very hard to not miss anything for a long time
i miss my apartment. there was this one drawer that only opened if the oven door was open too, it was such a shitty place. i miss the cold. i miss the lake. sometimes i miss my family, i think.
i'd really like that i think about that a lot too you know. i want to be able to show you my home one day, see you in my kitchen, walk through the woods with you. all of that
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how does anyone know that?
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i read it on a candy wrapper years ago and it always just sort of stuck with me
like theyve been around so long space looked totally different
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i bet it's like cockroaches or something
or like
plankton
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deep ocean fish + stuff are crazy
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they look like killer aliens like have you seen those anglerfish
with like a glowing thing and ten thousand teeth
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well now i kind of want to drop acid and go to the aquarium but that's probably a recipe for disaster
no, i was just thinking about home and stuff. i wonder if they had dinosaurs here once upon a time
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maybe they once wanted to see how t-rexes did it too
what were you thinking about home?
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i was talking to oli, i don't really remember what mine looked like any more. whenever i try to think about it i just picture the night sky here
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it's true, being away for a long time makes some things just. harder to picture
what else do you miss about home?
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i miss my apartment. there was this one drawer that only opened if the oven door was open too, it was such a shitty place. i miss the cold. i miss the lake.
sometimes i miss my family, i think.
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i mean you don't have to try not to, it's. thats your home, and your family
its okay to be sad about being kept away from them
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i dont talk about home a lot, i guess. i thought itd be easier maybe, or something like that. guess its just habit now
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you're allowed to miss them
i think you should talk about it. you should let yourself feel those things
shutting yourself off from it isn't the answer
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i'm not like sad rn or anything, i was just thinking about it more today than usual. what if i'm here long enough that i forget about everything
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i mean it doesn't have to come to that. we can do some things to help, i think
talking about it helps
but if we did a little bit of magic, we could bring the memories to life here
you could see all your places again
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the apartment, the school, the lake
i bet you'd have liked our mermaid too if you grew up there
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all your places
maybe if you were showing me you could see it as a newcomer too
notice details you didn't focus on before
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i think about that a lot too you know. i want to be able to show you my home one day, see you in my kitchen, walk through the woods with you. all of that
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i wish we could do that for real.
we could have this, though,