oh shut thats true they might have freaky fish in there that's right well now i kind of want to drop acid and go to the aquarium but that's probably a recipe for disaster
no, i was just thinking about home and stuff. i wonder if they had dinosaurs here once upon a time
the stars i was talking to oli, i don't really remember what mine looked like any more. whenever i try to think about it i just picture the night sky here
i tried very hard to not miss anything for a long time
i miss my apartment. there was this one drawer that only opened if the oven door was open too, it was such a shitty place. i miss the cold. i miss the lake. sometimes i miss my family, i think.
i'd really like that i think about that a lot too you know. i want to be able to show you my home one day, see you in my kitchen, walk through the woods with you. all of that
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well now i kind of want to drop acid and go to the aquarium but that's probably a recipe for disaster
no, i was just thinking about home and stuff. i wonder if they had dinosaurs here once upon a time
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maybe they once wanted to see how t-rexes did it too
what were you thinking about home?
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i was talking to oli, i don't really remember what mine looked like any more. whenever i try to think about it i just picture the night sky here
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it's true, being away for a long time makes some things just. harder to picture
what else do you miss about home?
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i miss my apartment. there was this one drawer that only opened if the oven door was open too, it was such a shitty place. i miss the cold. i miss the lake.
sometimes i miss my family, i think.
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i mean you don't have to try not to, it's. thats your home, and your family
its okay to be sad about being kept away from them
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i dont talk about home a lot, i guess. i thought itd be easier maybe, or something like that. guess its just habit now
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you're allowed to miss them
i think you should talk about it. you should let yourself feel those things
shutting yourself off from it isn't the answer
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i'm not like sad rn or anything, i was just thinking about it more today than usual. what if i'm here long enough that i forget about everything
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i mean it doesn't have to come to that. we can do some things to help, i think
talking about it helps
but if we did a little bit of magic, we could bring the memories to life here
you could see all your places again
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the apartment, the school, the lake
i bet you'd have liked our mermaid too if you grew up there
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all your places
maybe if you were showing me you could see it as a newcomer too
notice details you didn't focus on before
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i think about that a lot too you know. i want to be able to show you my home one day, see you in my kitchen, walk through the woods with you. all of that
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i wish we could do that for real.
we could have this, though,