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no like, if anyone knew if it had happened before here

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oh

well. i mean it happened with victor

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and William

im like

i don't want to talk about it
but i think maybe you should

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me?

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idk someone should
if you guys are like searching for info or whatever still

you don't have to

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i'm still searching

we already knew this could happen though, right?

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i didnt. i think that was before my time

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you knew william hadn't come back though

listen it
i knew. that it was a risk. and i took it

i thought the chance of escape was worth it

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i know. this isn't about that. i wasn't ever going to ask you not to go

all this is about is the guy asking about people that haven't come back. i want him to have the information he's asking for i just
i dont want to talk about it
that's the only reason im asking you

i figured you could tell him the relevant parts, that's all

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okay

i'll talk to him

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i know it probably won't help but like

if it could
idk i'd be pretty fucking annoyed w myself for being too caught up in my own shit to share ig

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i'm not

[ Or maybe he is? Just because he hadn't thought so doesn't mean he isn't. ]

at least i'm not like deliberately caught up in

i'll talk to him
peter, right?

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irving was the guy that asked about other peoples experiences
on the recap post thing

if u could leave out the part where it's me that's a fucked up murderer that would obv be great tho lol

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i wouldn't tell anyone about that

but yeah, i can tell john about william without telling him about william

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thanks

i do understand, you know
why you needed to go. why you'd go again the next time someone gets a new idea. i get it
you don't have to try and justify it

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i think i do a little bit, considering what it put you through
as in the exact thing you were worried about it putting you through

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do you think it was worth it?

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i'm going back and forth

pro: we got more info
con: we didn't actually achieve anything
pro: the info we got makes me 99.9999% sure that we're in hell
con: the fact that i have to classify the above as a pro

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im not going to try and claim the week wasn't awful
but nate, as long as you think these things are worth the cost i'm always going to be behind you

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i don't know any other way than to try and get out

but if this is hell
then all my experience tells me we actually can't, unless someone from outside helps

which what happened with our portals would support

so maybe it isn't worth it
i don't know anymore
i don't really have hope anymore

i just can't bring myself to sit back and say ok that's it i'm not trying anymore

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so keep trying. it's okay

it'll be okay if you need a break from it too. that's not sitting back and giving up. it's just taking a break.

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i guess that's true

i'm sorry i've been caught up in it

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don't be sorry
i don't want you to be sorry, for any of it

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i am, though.

we're okay, aren't we?

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i'm not sorry. it was important to you, so it was worth it

yeah, we are
i'm just glad you're back.