[ Nate sighs. He runs his fingers over Oli's arm, and tips his head down to kiss it. ]
That doesn't make you an asshole. It's..
I can't do that, I don't want to pick favourites. I want everyone I love together, I'd contract you all if I could. I don't want you to go, I'll miss you.
[ He liked their house with Oli in it. Nate hates to lose people, and this feels like that, even if it isn't entirely.
He nearly leaves it there, but then he turns his head a bit. He can see one or two wisps of Oli's curls. ]
I would've thought, though, that Nick was your favourite, since you're marrying him. And I'm right, you know, next door to him. It's not like you're contracting Kyle.
( there it is. the i don't do favorites bit he was expecting. not that oliver thinks nate's lying or bullshitting or bullshitting himself or whatever, nate doesn't come off as the sort who plays favorites.
before nick, oliver wouldn't have believed people just don't. )
I love Nick a lot, and I wanted something that was mine with him. Like you and Nick have your empathy thing. Nick and Kyle have a permanent contract. ( and maybe nick's his favorite here but he wouldn't call nick his favorite of all time. probably. depends on the context. ) Those're your as forever as we can give here. Right?
( oliver's selfish and possessive; jealousy is an emotion he's very familiar with. not one he would have stuck with being the reasoning before, because he'd--been following nick's cues leading up to asking, but it's not one he'd be beyond recognizing now. )
I want forevers. I want Nick as long as I can keep him, I want-- ( fingers loosening around nate, so he can spread them wide before he's pressing them back against nate's chest. ) I want forevers with everyone I love, I want something that's just mine. But just because I want them doesn't mean I need to cling onto them as tightly as I can and shove myself into their space all the time, right? I love Nick, I don't need to live as close to him as possible, especially when he's a cheater who can portal now and drops onto my bed to cuddle whenever he feels like it.
( hands lower a little, fingers of one hand wrapping around the wrist of the other as oliver leans in against nate's back. noses in against his ear. )
I like that you don't play favorites. I like that you want to keep everyone you love together, and I like you and Caleb. But I also like how it feels to be someone's favorite.
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That doesn't make you an asshole. It's..
I can't do that, I don't want to pick favourites. I want everyone I love together, I'd contract you all if I could. I don't want you to go, I'll miss you.
[ He liked their house with Oli in it. Nate hates to lose people, and this feels like that, even if it isn't entirely.
He nearly leaves it there, but then he turns his head a bit. He can see one or two wisps of Oli's curls. ]
I would've thought, though, that Nick was your favourite, since you're marrying him. And I'm right, you know, next door to him. It's not like you're contracting Kyle.
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before nick, oliver wouldn't have believed people just don't. )
I love Nick a lot, and I wanted something that was mine with him. Like you and Nick have your empathy thing. Nick and Kyle have a permanent contract. ( and maybe nick's his favorite here but he wouldn't call nick his favorite of all time. probably. depends on the context. ) Those're your as forever as we can give here. Right?
( oliver's selfish and possessive; jealousy is an emotion he's very familiar with. not one he would have stuck with being the reasoning before, because he'd--been following nick's cues leading up to asking, but it's not one he'd be beyond recognizing now. )
I want forevers. I want Nick as long as I can keep him, I want-- ( fingers loosening around nate, so he can spread them wide before he's pressing them back against nate's chest. ) I want forevers with everyone I love, I want something that's just mine. But just because I want them doesn't mean I need to cling onto them as tightly as I can and shove myself into their space all the time, right? I love Nick, I don't need to live as close to him as possible, especially when he's a cheater who can portal now and drops onto my bed to cuddle whenever he feels like it.
( hands lower a little, fingers of one hand wrapping around the wrist of the other as oliver leans in against nate's back. noses in against his ear. )
I like that you don't play favorites. I like that you want to keep everyone you love together, and I like you and Caleb. But I also like how it feels to be someone's favorite.